Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Aching

Life is crazy. My brother Bryan is going through some pretty harsh depression and it is eating away at him and the rest of us. Poor Sarah and the kids. I don't have the time to go into detail, other than this has been the first BIG HIT for our "perfect" family- so I used to think. It is good for me to experience this. This is where the Gospel rings true and come alive in life.
I love my children. I am so blessed to be a mom to two beautiful, healthy boys. It is hard work. Hardest work I have ever experienced. But, it's good and it's true.
I love my husband. I love that I feel secure and loved by him.
Life is precious and I need to realize this more. I hope and ache for Bryan. I hope he comes out of this dark place- whether it be months or years ahead- I hope he comes back.